But i guess something has to be different that's why it's called today
Will everything remain the same?
Chasing all this fame and money and letters after my name
I'm in a game and the outcome could change
But would it really make a difference?
My decisions driving me insane!
It's inane- to run away so I run towards the pain
It's the only way I know if things change
Against all odds- just determined to have it all
Middle finger to those who said that I would fall
Ima ball and stand so tall that I look down on y'all
Been underestimated
People still hated
Realized life was not a fairy tale
Already failed
Nothing left to do but prevail
Let Me Take Another
I
am at the crossroads where life takes over
I wanna live my life but the night takes over
I wanna fall in love but the lust is more alluring
I wanna do the right things but surviving through the wrongs is more enduring
I pray for the best that I'm man enough to past the test
But it's the way she flaunts her chest and I still got something to drink and
smoke left!
Every left way I turn things look right
I dreamed and conceived this vision but for it to come to light?
For it to come to life?
For it to be alright . Living in the fast lane and I can't stop for this red
light !
Hoping that it lasts hoping I don't crash .. And I don't believe this is the
best so imagine when this too is surpassed!
When more than this is in my grasp ..
When her mind is so beautiful but my eyes keep staring at her ass
And this it how it be
Has this become me
Am I stressing ? Should I just inhale this smoke and let it get to me?
Maybe I should adjust maybe this ain't a game
Maybe this is the start of a new way I'm living mayne
Is this good bye to the old?
My heart is filled with so much warmth but all I give them is the cold
Damn I'm growing so bold
So many stories that can't be told
And I'm sitting here willing to let myself be exposed
I wonder at what cost. I wonder if I'm lost. In bed turns and toss . Different
strands of hair on the pillows that feel so soft.
But feels so damn new . What am I to do? But smile and embrace the change that
comes over you .
I don't know about a dub I don't know about Aaron but somehow I'm a mix of the
two and I'm being transparent
Tell em one way then I live the other
But I may as well live this one up bc I don't think I'll have another ..
Let me find a lover , with the warmth of a mother and the closeness of a
brother
Don't let me take another...while I end up with another ..
Times Up
Time’s up .. No time
left
What would you do if you were about to take your last breath
Would you get drunk would you get high?
Would you whisper love
You got time , tell me what you thinking of…
The whispers of defiance become clearer, the face that reflects from the mirror
isn’t clearer,
You can’t deny , you can’t hide, what the past results seem to provide
This your future this your presence this is what’s called your gift
The when you said “in 10 years from now I’m going to be ‘this’”
It’s easy to place blame on those that have become strained and in our
membranes we’ve engrained to be obsessed with the inane and it strains
My mind to wonder why it’s the path that we choose, but when our backs against
the walls it’s human nature to do what we do
Time’s up .. No time left
What would you do if you were about to take your last breath
Would you get drunk would you get high?
Would you whisper love
You got time , tell me what you thinking of…
This isn’t a fairy tale not always the rosey type endings, it’s only one life
you living, so it’s up to you how you spend it
Don’t let your next check be the one that bounces , hopefully it’s more than OE
40’s coming out in ounces
When it’s time what can you do but succumb, but while your time is here you can
choose whether to be last or number 1
You can choose whether to be up stuck up tight or have fun because when the
time comes there’s no “hold up a second” to be asked to any one.
Time’s up .. No time left
What would you do if you were about to take your last breath
Would you get drunk would you get high?
Would you whisper love
You got time , tell me what you thinking of…
Life Lessons
Boy meets girl~ boy really
likes her, he can't deny it no matter how hard he tries to fight it, he wants
to wife her, no not ride or die she makes him feel like he can fly wit her, so
divine so fine in love with her mind, so intellectual se*ual forever he says
she'll be mine, the feeling is mutual so he starts to court her, carry her
books to class constant laughs as he escorts her, flowers cards and candy private
resorts for her, the little things call her just to see how she's doin, so deep
in love he has a ring that he's pursuin, see he's past one night, he's thinkin
bout her bein his wife, to have hold and cherish for life, everything is goin
right...
Until one day boy and girl have a fight, cuz boy's
best friend is sayin "Dog I think she might.. , be cheatin, word is she's
been fleein, after she's tellin you she's goin to sleep and, goin out with this
other dude..", but he's not listenin, cuz when he wants to bring it up to
her attention, it's somethin bout the way her eyes start glistenin, and he
can't pay attention to his male intuition, cuz he's so caught up, but the rumor
is gettin bigger when her name is brought up, around town, something's goin
down he can't ignore the sound, darkness comes to light and eventually he's
bound, to find out, he asks her to meet him she's like "babe what's this
about", "Have you been cheatin?" is the words that come out his
mouth, She responds "How could you doubt?" the trust we've built, but
then she starts to doubt because she feels the guilt, she admits it happened
once but it was a big mistake, tears cover his face, he storms out of the
place, hides for days doesn't wanna talk about nothin, thought it was perfect
lovin when all along she was frontin, he thought she was his EVERYTHING~but at
the end he walked away with NOTHIN..
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