Not Sorry
No this isn’t Rhianna
and I damn sure ain’t apologetic
If I said it, it was for
a reason
It has a meaning
That’s why I said it
I think apologizing
because their feelings are hurt is pathetic
Sometimes it’s not a
deeper meaning so no need to dissect it
Sometimes you aren’t
meant to get along there’s no need to correct it
Baby girl, please
You’re not the only girl
in this world
You’re such a tease
Hiding behind the
makeup, hiding behind the weave
Hiding behind the smile
and the car that you don’t pay
Nails always done but
you never worked a day
All plastic everything-
helping you grow with it
But one day you’re going
to grow old and won’t have nothing to show with it
I think apologizing
because your feelings are hurt would be pretty pathetic
Sometimes it’s not a
deeper meaning so no need to dissect it
Sometimes you aren’t
meant to get along so it’s no need to correct it
Home boy, please
Thinking that you got
what she needs
Money rules you, a
lifestyle full of greed
Bottles on one day,
tables on the other
We ballin too brother;
But we doing it on our own
You still living at home
with your mother; Your girl paying for your cell phone
No place to call your
own
All your opportunities
blown
40-year-old
children, no- age doesn’t mean that you’re grown
I think apologizing
because your feelings are hurt would be pretty pathetic
Sometimes it’s not a
deeper meaning so no need to dissect it
Familiar Territory
So much pain and the
hurt
So many days and nights
they drug my name through the dirt
So many days I had to
smile knowing deep down it really hurt
But I had to dig deep
down cause these clowns didn’t know what I was worth
And it’s a circus the
way they act
But like a basketball,
when I hit the ground, I bounce back
Back against the wall-
watch me react
It’s not called bragging
when you’re recapping the facts
I want certain feelings
that I know I’ll never get back
People never remember
you when you were a nobody
Draw a blank when you
bring it up at the coffee tables when you become somebody
Isn’t it funny how
society still makes popularity cool?
We thought we graduated-
but society is just a real big school
Who’s most popular?
Who’s best all around? Who’s got the most money? We equate money to success now
Who’s in the trend, who
has the fanciest style?
Who really cares? How
did we get here?
Wish I could go back to
the days of the playground out there
Those days were so pure
Those days everything
felt so secure
Now that my mind has
been polluted by reality- those days don’t occur anymore
I still have nostalgia
and wish they’d remain
But the reality is that
it’s like having a stain
Even though nobody
notices, you notice, so you don’t look at it the same again
Hindsight
Slave Mentality
Cheapest things for the
cheapest people
We take the remains but
we not equal
The dollar menu is a
gift to those in poverty
Those who aren't are
able to eat organically
They promising you beef
They promising you
chicken
It's all processed
Ain't no telling what
you getting
but those with money are
seen as "having the chicken"
they got their own chicken
in their back yard so they know what they gettin
We just stuck in a
prison
A slave mentality
To live large value size
everything and you can live life for cheap
Even the penetentary
Houses minorities
And the majority getting
paid- real life monopoly
Prison is Park Place,
Jail is boardwalk
Park here and get on
board, I'm giving you real talk
Walk it talk it
Speak it live it
See it be it
Don't believe me go to
google, it's not a real secret
Ask Siri to keep it real
with you
Praising people just cause
they trending, but what have they really did for you?
The Meaning
Discovering how on the inside I need to do much better
Spending too much time outside trying to put my appearance
together
Putting a pen to paper and rhyme words
Always seemed to be natural and interesting - I was a rhyme nerd
Didn't think my words would ever make cents
Just because you know a bunch of verbs doesn't mean they make
sense
Just because you know a bunch of words that sound profound
Doesn't mean people will relate to you when you come around
And that's what I found
Just because they are now doesn't always mean they'll be
down
What are you really saying? What's the purpose?
Itchy writing hand moving back and forth across the paper like I'm
nervous
Comfortable in chaos - people fuss on purpose
Stand up for yourself more don't let them think you're worth
less
Funny how if you aren't staying they consider you worthless
Food for thought - Funny how if you aren't paying they'll leave
you deserted
People are in awe without understanding the meaning
Yeah it all sounds good but what's the point if you don't
understand the meaning?
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